Girlfriend

The past few weeks have been very interesting to me.  i have grown so much and learned so much about myself and who i am.  This is awesome to live this life.  i have learned my addiction to worrying and that worrying about not having money is actually what has kept me broke.  But what this blog is about it quite simple I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND.  WOW and actually girlfriend.  lol I say that because it has been over 2 years since i had a woman in my life that wasn't just a friend or something.  I mean i have dated people and that has been great but to actually have a girlfriend is quite different.  Someone that isn't stuck on themselves and is willing to understand we all have faults.  It is nice to have someone in my life that wants to grow with me.  Anyways this relationship is just in the infant stage and i don't know where it is going but i am enjoying it for now and loving every minute of it.  I am so blessed in my life.  This gratitude thing can change your life folks.  Write down 3 things a day that went well 3 things that you are thankful for each day and your life will change.  Have a great night all thank you again for taking time to read my writings.  i wish i could post more but no internet.  thank you again i love you for reading this.  

The Princess of my World.

Yesterday was the Birthday of the princess of my world. 

4 Years ago she came into this world in such a different situation then her big brother. It was a different set of parents this time.  They were not in love as before they were just making it by.  Both had changed in life and changed in the reception of this life. As she came into this world the emotions were so different.  Not better not worse but different.  She came in like a force and changed my life forever.  Not in a immediate way like her brother but in a different softer way much like a true woman changes the life of any man.  She knew she was my princess from her first breath and has acted like it every day.  She knows exactly who she is and she is not ashamed of it or what she wants in life.  She Is the most detrimined and focused person i have ever met.  when she wants something she is going to get it come hell or high water.  I love this about her.  I pray every day that she never ever losses that drive and ambition.  My princess is going to do amazing things in the world i see it in her eyes.  We celebrated her birthday by going on a daddy/daughter Date.  This was an amazing night.  I truly enjoyed being with just my princess.  Just to see her open up to me like she never has.  I love my princess and i know that just like when she came into this world that love with grow and grow. 

Thank you for taking time to read again.