It has been forever since i had the chance to blog. I have been writing some but not able to post since i don't have internet. any ways enough about that back to the subject at hand. My life has gone though so many changes. My mind set has changed and my world view. i am so blessed and if you are reading this you are blessing my life..
So the subject that i wanted to talk about is dating. Most of my friends that would read this don't have to deal with dating but i do. I have learned some lessons about dealing with other people though dating that are priceless.
I have learned that when dealing with others they have their own issues and agendas. They have their own issues and hang ups. dealing with a free dating site brings up its own problems. Some people are ready for that relationship and some are truly not but they are trying things out and putting you at risk to do this. As someone who feels the moment and lives with an open heart you have to learn that people will hurt you because they don't know how else to act. You have to put yourself out there to get something back. unless you give of yourself you will never and i mean never have something great. I have found that since my intentions are so different then most men that i am looked at as a liar and someone that is just trying to get in someones pants. I think this is funny. My intentions for dating are for something amazing and life changing. It is funny for me to date at this point i have been mostly single for 2 years now. I have had some relationships but most have not worked out for one reason or another. I have learned so much about myself and how i interact with people. I have so very blessed. I have met some great people whether they are still in my life or not i have met some great ones. Most people that you meet are only in your life for a few days to weeks because they are after one thing and one thing only. but i truly enjoy making a connection with people and sharing some of myself with them. There are times that you get down and get rejection after rejection which in the 2 years is all i have had since i am still single. Some of the rejection has come from me some from the women. but that rejection is such a blessing it has taught me so much. My friends have been there to build me back up and help me though the bad times. I thank every friend that i have for everything they have done for me.
So i guess the point of this ramble is that even though rejection and strife you are given gifts. When you start to see these gifts the strife and rejections stop happening because you see the value in everything.
Thank you for reading.
