First off i will still be using this blog for more of a journal when i want people to read whats going on in my life. EDDAVATE will be for my motivational stuff.
What has been on my mind the past few days is why in the hell would i give someone my time when they only come around when they need a pick me up or when it is convenient to them. In my dating life since being divorced i have been treated so horrible and put on the back burner so much. I have friends that only wanna come around when they don't have a bf or gf.. Then i am their best friend until the next. A lot of guys talk about the friend zone in life and i am ok with the friends zone if it is a true friendship. But to be honest most are not. They want you around to give them attention and when you are not needed you are trashed. it i sad because life could be so much better with good friendships. When it comes to dating my dating life has been a joke. i know i am not the best looking guy in this world but i am one hell of a guy. i know i have a broken front tooth but i am still a catch. When that right one finds that out and opens up to me they will find something amazing. But to be ignored talked to like a dog and treated the way i have been it uncalled for. On every dating profile i read i want an honest man. That won;t treat me bad. how do you ever think you will get that if you still date the same douche bag looking trash that you always have. And when you get a guy that does pay his bills supports his children and works 2 jobs you ignore him and what he is. I am better then that will ever be. I love how women will just talk to you when they want sokmething. But hey i am just venting at this point. I am blessed beyond belief and on the road to my full potential. So when they look back and see me on TV. they can tell their family that is the guy i stood up. Have fun
Thanks again for reading.
